Yup, it is wallow in self-pity week for the old Sassy Assy. Heard from Biker Dude and we are going to see each other for a final exchange of lingering items and he wants to tell me about his bike week in Fl. His best friend told him he was an idiot for letting me slip through his fingers. I don't see any reunions on the horizon though. I miss him, but he is not the right one for me. I just wish I could dislike him or something so it would not hurt so much and when I am alone in bed...not wishing he was there. I am still dabbling with the internet dating scene to take my mind off him. Got a nice chatty friendship going on with Mr. Gorgeous Entrepreneur out of Ohio and a date with a local guy. I am not real excited over the latter, but oh well. I spent the weekend wondering if I did the right thing with Adorable Country Boy. I mean what if he had some dentistry work or something?

I have a great group of gals to support me, but they never seem available when I need them the most. My issue. I think I need a vacation.

Labels: Biker Dude, dating, lonely